Days When I'm Failing

Bored........
But how can i be.
There so much to do,
But nothing is getting done.

My attention is always wanted.
I have no time to think,
almost on auto-pilot,
I cater for their needs.
always wanting,
always asking.


I want,
I want,
I want...


I need to organise
so i have so time for me.
Just to get the house work done,
I have to plan ahead.
sometimes i can't wait,
for when it's time for bed.

I want,
I want,
I want.

But how can it be,
I can't entertain continuously.
Then when i say NO.

                   Its wring,
                          wring,
                             wring.
                                    moan,
                                        moan,
                                     moan.

I remind myself
constantly.
It's a test,  It's a test.
It's a trial and a test.



But on some days,
when i get no rest.
I feel like I'm failing,
I feel like a complete mess