I wish i was good.

Its hard work being a good girl,
And i wish i was.
I wish i was completely sinless,
So i wouldnt have to answer.
For all the bad things iv done.
For all the bad things iv said.
                                                
Im just glad,
I wont have to answer
for the dark thoughts,
 I hide inside.
unaccountable.
for the demons in my mind.

 I keep them all secret.
Keep them all within.
I promise to never reveal it.
For their the darkess Sin.

Late March

.

A white blanklet,
covers the land.
crystals shining
Cold and bright



To make the earth look light.
A sea of white.
To much to cover the night.
Snow in late march,
Is such a beautiful sight.

My hidden side

My hidden side

Is serpressed.

I want to show

All of me.

But it is a secret

out of place.

My true intentions,

My true self.

Hidden from the world.

 to avoid being disgraced.

Did you?

There was a period of time,
when you never spoke to me.
And when i spoke to you,
you would blank me,
like i wasnt even there.

So i found it easier
not to communicate
to stay silent.
To wait for you to come to me.
wondering if it was me,
you were really disliking.

Abdu's poem

Pretty kiss curls
and a perfect face.
your laughter
brings me to tears.                                       
your humour
so comical.
Your smile would lighten
the darkess day.

Your my gift
from the creator
and one i treasure.
you bring me
many days of pleasure
and happiness.